- (no subject)
- October 14th, 2010
so this is my problem. i have a boyfriend i love like crazy, and he loves me 2. i met him here on lj. he is a member of a system too. thing is, his system is kinda sorta integrating, so sometimes hes not around, and sometimes hes older than me. i miss him so much when hes gone, but i want him to be happy, which for their system means integration., so i feel like an asshole for wanting him to be with me instead of integrating. i miss him so much, and im so lonely i can barely stand it.